| What you Will |
[Jan. 28th, 2010|10:31 pm] |
Might be my last entry so i want to say something meaningful.
No matter how fucked up ur life becomes, always have these questions in mind.
What do you stand for?
What will you fight for?
If you have something you're fighting for, then no matter how unhappy you are at the moment, you will at least know that one day you will get what your heart desires. No point succumbing to conformity and being happy for a short moment in your life and regretting your decision afterwards.
Have a point of view. Be adamant about it.
Do what your heart tells you.
Grow a backbone and do what you feel like doing for once.
If you are reading this, then you are the resistance.
Yazid Jalil signing off. |
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| I BELIEVE! |
[Jan. 26th, 2010|08:36 pm] |
Dont need to bet man. I know Miss Digby can make me believe in love and sex and magic!
P.S I think she looks like Zhang ZiYi from certain angles :D
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| To the abyss |
[Jan. 26th, 2010|07:32 pm] |
The batallion is going to war. As a soldier i am naturally swept into the impending four days and three nights worth of battles.
Its not my fight, but unfortunately it is my duty.
It will be perilous.
In trainings and simulations, i'm almost always the first to die. (expected, since i'm always one of the few charging in first, tasked to make a gap big enough for the company to punch through )
Oh well, you dont live forever.
And like many others, i'm dispensable.
If i dont come back. Dont miss me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 18th, 2010|01:17 am] |
When the house lights fade out and the show started, the feeling was like 'woah'
It was like watching somebody have an orgasm you can never feel.
And heck, I cant believe the usher mis-said to me "Enjoy your performance"
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Talk about rubbing things in.
You will only appreciate the things you love when you are deprived of it.
Soon Yazid, soon. Your time will come. And you can have all the stage orgasms you have ever dreamt of.
Then truly, will Yazid be complete once more. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 10th, 2010|02:23 am] |
Butterflies and hurricanes- MUSE
Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called
Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead
Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now
Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called
Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead
Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now
Don’t let yourself down
And don’t let yourself go
Your last chance has arrived
Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to change the world
And use this chance to be heard
Your time is now
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[Jan. 9th, 2010|02:07 am] |
"Take A Bow"
Corrupt
You're corrupt
Bring corruption to all that you touch
Hold
You behold
And beholden for all that you've done
And spin
Cast a spell
Cast a spell on the country you run
And risk
You will risk
You will risk all their lives and their souls
And burn
You will burn
You will burn in hell, yeah you'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
For your sins
And our freedom's consuming itself
What we've become
It's contrary to what we want
Take a bow
Death
You bring death, and destruction to all that you touch
Pay
You must pay
You must pay for your crimes against the earth
Yeah hex
Feed the hex
Feed the hex on the country you love
Now beg
You will beg
You will beg for their lives and their souls
Now burn
You will burn
You will burn in hell, yeah you'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
For your sins
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| Out the door 2009. You're so yesterday. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2010|02:12 am] |
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2009 was a year of heartwrench and heartbreak.
A year of change and maturity.
A year of sin and jealousy.
A year spent in a cage, like a wild beast waiting for his free time every sixth day of the week.
Heck, my favourite thing to do during weekends was google 'Yazid Jalil'
Sadly nothing has changed over the past year. The same web pages pop up in the search results.
Picked up a few bad habits. Became more sarcastic, yes i'm more of a fucker than before when i comment on things. Fuck ur feelings society.
Still waiting for salvation and hope to light up my life.
where are u? I'm still waiting.
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| I refuse to be a monster. |
[Dec. 27th, 2009|11:56 pm] |
I did it again.
I thought it would be at least therapeutical, but no.
I felt more empty than before.
I should really stop. Before it destroys me from within.
I shud seek help. I really shud.
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| I FIGHT FOR MY FREEDOM |
[Nov. 13th, 2009|12:57 am] |
Watchig videos like this reminds me that i still have a life worth fighting for.
Thanks for the video Don!
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|08:25 pm] |
Why is 80 percent (not actual percentage) of people i know signing up with MOE to become teachers?!
Its almost unelievable.
I will now swear to the entire internet that i will not follow the current.
I, YAZID JALIL.
WILL NOT JOIN THE ORGANISATION THAT IS MOE,
UNLESS IT IS A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH.
*LIGHTNING FLASHES, THUNDER CLAPS* |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|04:50 pm] |
Once again, you drag yourself through those gates.
Telling yourself that the only way this is going to end is to go through it.
So you hold your head high and try to walk with pride as you head towards your weekend destiny. Your destiny for the next 10 month.
Woe to the world! Woe! Woe... |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|04:50 pm] |
Once again, you drag yourself through those gates.
Telling yourself that the only way this is going to end is to go through it.
So you hold your head high and try to walk with pride as you head towards your weekend destiny. Your destiny for the next 10 month.
Woe to the world! Woe! Woe... |
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[Oct. 25th, 2009|09:14 pm] |
I have come to realise that I am not the knight in shining armour.
I just am not THAT. I'm more of the blacksmith's assistant, or the stable boy or the farm lad who aspires to become something more.
Heck, i think i'm the moisture farm boy who would one day destroy the Death Star.
If this is true, then i think i'm going through the hardest part of this stereotype's life.
The CHANGING phase. The phase where the lad realises how the world is really like and how pointless it is to try and change it.
This is the phase where he asks questions which would lead him to one out of two possible path.
The light path, or the dark path.
How sweet the dark path look. Easy too. Just throw away your honor. Throw away your ideals. And go with the flow. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2009|03:30 am] |
Maria and me =)
Wad else can make a boy happier |
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| Seducing Me |
[Aug. 1st, 2009|06:35 pm] |
Godai Aku (translation: Seducing Me)
HOT! AND COOL!
and to think that the last song i remember from Agnes was 'Bilang Saja. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2009|01:52 am] |
I am free for the whole of next week!!!
No plans yet, cept for maybe clubbin on wednesday night.
Go out with me lehz, its not like everyday i get block leave from the army sehh.
I wanna have fun! So if u wanna have fun too, just call or text me ok? |
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[Jun. 28th, 2009|02:47 pm] |
"When you become the person you're meant to be, you'll find the person that you're meant to be with."
Sial la. This phrase is even more epic than spiderman's "with great powers comes great responsibilities"
It puts a lot of things into perspective for me.
Thanks Dhans!
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