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RENT!! [Jun. 15th, 2011|06:59 pm]
Needs a room mate in Paris,France. More specifically in Etampes, under the Essonne department.
Time period from October 2011 to July 2012.
Anyone will do. If you're reading this and want to save some money please contact me : yazid_jali@yahoo.com
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A New Hope? [Jun. 11th, 2011|12:38 am]
All my life I have wanted to be the 'chosen one'. And now I am finally given the opportunity.
NAC has granted me an award to study at the Ecole Philippe Gaulier, an acting school in Paris,France.
I am overwhelmingly happy to accept. However I am also fearful.
My fears are not baseless. I'll be away from home for nine month, alone.
In a foreign land, I'll only have myself to rely on. I must be strong, and stand up and face my fears.
This journey will change me, hopefully for the better.
I will not fail. I must not.
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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2011|11:11 pm]
And so, the institution I have placed my bets on have rejected my applications and my appeals.
I should never have placed any hope in that path. 1 year degree sounded too good to be true anyways.
But fret not, when one opportunity closes, others are bound to reveal itself.. right?

Adversity is the first path to truth.  ~Lord Byron
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(no subject) [May. 23rd, 2011|11:40 pm]
When you have friends around you, fighting the same battles, you dont feel so lonely and helpless anymore.
Thank you friends. =)
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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2011|01:53 am]
HOTEL CALIFORNIA

On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air

Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night

There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell

And I was thinking to myself
This could be Heaven or this could be Hell

Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor
I thought I heard them say

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place (2x)
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year (2x)
You can find us here

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes-Benz
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain
Please bring me my wine
He said, we haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty-nine

And still those voices are calling from far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place (2x)
Such a lovely face
We're livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise (2x)
Bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling
The pink champagne on ice

And she said, we are all just prisoners here, of our own device
And in the master's chambers
They gathered for the feast
The stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
Relax, said the night man

We are programmed to receive
You can check out any time you like
But you can never leave
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MOTHER FUCKER [May. 16th, 2011|12:29 am]
When life gets you down, you got two choices.

1. Mope around and feel like you're a useless piece of rubbish doing nothing but expecting someone to pat your back and say 'everything will be alright'

OR

2. stand up, wipe the dirt off your arse, look at life straight in the face and say "I refuse to be the victim. FUCK YOU"  Hell yeah! I am now officially a mother fucker.


*Crowd chants*
"
Yazid. Mother fucker! Yazid. Mother fucker! Yazid. Mother fucker! Yazid. Mother fucker! Yazid. Mother fucker! Yazid. Mother fucker!!"
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Drama Time!! [May. 13th, 2011|12:06 am]
It is amazing how 4 words from a 3 year old can change your life's perspective.
A little girl from my enrichment class came up to me during drama time, hugged my legs(i was standing), and looked up and said softly 'teacher I love you'.
My boss was right, the pay might be shit. The kids drain the life out of you. But its the words of the little ones that will keep you going. The innocent words untainted by the world that come straight from the heart.

=)

Our children are our redemption .
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Somebody save me [May. 9th, 2011|06:39 pm]

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DENIAL [May. 3rd, 2011|12:44 am]

"Ya right, please la doctor, where got so serious one. I assure you I'm totally fine, i can handle it."
"Yazid, the first stage is denial. Its mild, but you still need help. But first of all, you need to acknowledge you have it. Only then can I help you"


Common symptoms include:

Feelings

    • Hopelessness and helplessness

    • Unhappiness and loss of confidence

    • Tension and anxiety

    • Irritability, anger or fear

Thoughts

    • Difficulty concentrating

    • Difficulty making decisions

    Suicidal

    Memory loss

    • Major life changes

    • Guilt, worthlessness or being unwanted

     

Behaviors
    • Inability to enjoy normal things

    Slow reactions

    • Irresponsible behavior

    Neglect of one's appearance

Physical symptoms

    • Continual tiredness and easy tiring

    • Sleeping problems eg. early waking

    • Eating problems eg. poor appetite, weight loss

    • Headache, constipation or indigestion

    • Loss of energy and sex drive

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Favour to the other party [Apr. 28th, 2011|01:33 am]
If you dont like something do something about it.
If you think someone is irritating the shit out of you tell him.
Dont be a coward and hide. Some people would actually prefer to talk things out and get to a conclusion rather than linger in uncertainties.

Get to the crux of the matter and solve it.
Do not care about the other person's feelings. Because in the first place you never cared anyways right? So whats there to damage control??
Just solve the bloody problem can?

When there is a problem, bring it up and solve it like gentleman/gentle ladies.
I'm sure the other party would prefer the whole truth rather than being being dismissed and evaded all the time.
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